Tuesday, August 31, 2010


My past knocks on my door :')

Monday, August 30, 2010


Keep it,


What is wrong with that kid? Seriously, I was feeling sympathetic to that little boy at first but then it turns out that he deserved to be mad at. YOU ARE NOT RIGHT KIDDO ! I really think he need some intensive care. I mean, he is only 7 y/o, Standard 1 mannn. And he's already acting like this. Gosh I feel sorry for you and your parents. I would pray for you, I wish you could change.

Today was a really tiring day. I've been chasing this kid everywhere. I've got to tell you this story, Abin. Hari Rabu nanti :D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Down Below

I know you can hear me right now
I'm gnna tell you that I need you somehow
As your heartbeat they fade and those memories they makes
It hard for me not cry

Now breathe all you can while you’re still here with me
And don’t be afraid cause your going to a safe place
People would remind me of you through the days but you know
That I'm smiling at you down below

Today I'm alive and I'm looking at your pictures
Thinking why did I shout at you when you know whats good for me
And now I regret but I wont forget
How you use to cheer me up and kiss me to bed.

-Down Below, Heart-A-Tack-

This song is very very deep and meaningful to her. I'm sorry for your lost.


At Sunway Pyramid this morning,

Me: Hahaha, lawak gila shades ni.
Aina: Hahaha, besar gilaa.
Abg: Eh, tu bkn Abin ke?
Me: *checkout* agak ahh !
Me: *runs to chase her*
Me: Hye Binnn ! :D
Abin: Oh HYEE !

Then we hug and etc .

Haha what a coincidence? And that evening, Liana texted me saying she's also at Sunway and claimed she saw me. Haha ambik satu gang pergi shopping.

P/s ABINOS, Amirah tak study langsung today nor yesterday. Lagi bestt :D tk study dan tak berniat nak study pun. Haha.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

My Chemical Romance

I MISS MCR. The song is so deep and meaningful. They don't just scream without any reason in their song. They might be kinda metal, but the lyrics inspire ppl to change. In a very HARSH way. Because they know that the good way never works.

These are a few of my favorite lines from their songs.

Cause I see you lying next to me,
With words I thought I'd never speak,
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead.

I'm not afraid to keep on living,
I'm not afraid to walk this world alone,
Honey, if you stay, I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say to stop me going home.

-Famous Last Words

Because they sleep with a gun,
And keep an eye on you, son,
So they can watch all the things you do.

Because the drugs never work,
They gonna give you a smirk,
Cause they got methods of keeping you clean.

They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds,
Another cog in the murder machine.


When you go,
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you,
Like I loved you yesterday.

-I Don't Love You.

At the end of the world,
Or the last thing I see,
You are,
Never coming home,
Never coming home,
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me,
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me,
Never coming home,
Never coming home,
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me,
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.

-The Ghost Of You.

I've told you time and time again you sing the words,
But don't know what it means.

-I'm Not Okay.

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I say,
So long and goodnight,
So long and goodnight.






I am mad. REALLY REALLY MAD right now.




TIADA SESIAPA PUN layak hina Nabi Muhammad Rasulullah s.a.w.




Change. People, igtlah, dunia dh nak kiamat.

Janganlah kamu menempah tiket ke Neraka Jahannam.


Reminder for everyone and also myself.


Its been my sleepless night just looking at the perfect moon.

Penat hahaha

Best oh berbuka semalam :D Kenakan Liana the whole evening. 5 MINIT ;p hahaha. And oh everyone's keep forcing me to eat. It was just a short but beautiful gathering. Everyone looks so happy. No one's being moody and all. It kinda brought me back to 2009 (:

Thanks people fr the great time.


You are way more interesting without her. HAHA :D
I'm happy knowing you're healing.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010


I just read about Kes Pembuangan Bayi in the newspaper and GOD I felt like killing their parents.

I mean, come on ! You did 'THAT' and then you're pregnant. Only by then you realized what you and your so called NICE boyf did was wrong. Okay, when the baby comes out, what did you do? You throw them away just like that ! What kind of human are you? That baby of yours tak mintak nak dilahirkan pun. They have no sin. They are so innocent but you, YOU, that has no heart at all. Not even a little sympathy towards them. You made them, for God's sake ! They deserve a chance to live. How do you live until this moment? Think about it. You live your life now because


Some married couples, they really wanted babies. Why don't you give it to them? Atleast the child has a future. You spoilt yours but you don't deserve to destroy their's ! You did ONE mistake, and you know its wrong, but then you did a bigger mistake next. Then what? Do it again and throw some more babies is it? Wow, congratulations, you are now officially an animal.

I am really sensitive about this issue so sorry if I overreact in this post. I'm just so mad.


Monday, August 23, 2010

Saya Kelate !

Gay no mu ni. Haha kata saingg :D


I did bad in my Drum Test.


Friday, August 20, 2010


Last Tuesday I think, I received a phone call.

Dude: Hello.
Me: Hello.
Dude & Me: Hello.
Me: Err hello?
Dude: .....
Me: Who's this?
Dude: You Hayden ah?
Me: (laa, ni mesti random Chinese dude)
Dude: Hayden ah?
Me: No.
Me: I'm not Hayden.
Dude: (Disconnect)

Then he called me 4 times more after that. I can't stand it so I turn off my phone. Then when I have switched it back on, I saw a lot of missed calls. So I texted him,

"I am not Hayden. I think you got the wrong number, mister."

And he never called me again. Ever. Haha.

Thursday, August 19, 2010


Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll light those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

-One Republic, Secrets


Scene 1

KF: Hey, pimpleface !
Me: -.-

Scene 2

KF: Err...
Me: If you were to insult me, then you don't have to say it.
KF: Hahaha :D

-.- apa ini?

AUGUST TEST yg sggh hebat ! -.-

Oh exams over ! ALRIGHT !

At home...

Okay whats next?

Haha I don't have anything to actually do even though exam's over. So yeah, I decided to blog a bit.

This August Test was really a Oh-This-Tuesday-Exam? kinda test. So I did not expect much in my results. I did VERY VERY bad in Sejarah and Add Maths so lets die together (: Well nothing was easy. As in SERIOUSLY. In Physics, I forgot to convert Joule to KJoule, so 0 mark there. And as for Chemistry, I don't freaking know that we have to freaking put the freaking 0 in the freaking decimal. Gahhh. Oh I'm tired of thinking, so WHATEV.

Saturday, August 14, 2010


There must be something to keep the whole world together,


And love towards your girlfriends or boyfriends really does not count here.

In this age, that so-called-"love" brings NOTHING. ZERO. NADA. AT ALL.


This is how Syamim takes his life as,

"Hidup ni ada dua benda je;
Mcm mana kau hidup,
Mcm mana kau mati."

And I totally agree with him.

This morning, at 8.30am, after I'm done with the shower and everything, I went down to my TV room. I brought my book with me. And I switch on the lights and fan. I put my book on the sofa and switched on the TV.

And suddenly, water started to drop out from my mouth. By then I realized that I didn't close my mouth, it was open all the way. HAHA !

Maluuuuu :D

Tuesday, August 10, 2010


This is to everyone who are down at the moment,

I hope this poem that I wrote myself would calm you down,


This poem is not at all about teenage love,
You had changed,
He changed you,
And you changed him.
Look around,
You gained one thing,
And you thought you have found,
The 'IT' you've finding all this while,
But yet,
You lost everything from your past,
You let go of it so fast,
As if it never exist,
Never exist at all.

You may run far away,
Far, far away,
But if you lost this game,
And you have nothing anymore,
Turn back,
And you'll see,
Mum & Dad is still standing behind you,
They've always been there,
Waiting, in case you change you mind.


Monday, August 9, 2010

Ramadhan 2010

This Ramadhan, I am gonna change. I'm gonna be a better person. I'm gonna achieve a higher level of puasa, not just stoping myself from eating but also other makruh stuff. Lets respect and appreciate Ramadhan. May us all be blessed by Allah all the time. Insyaallah, Aminn.


I just heard a very shocking news about my school. I kinda not believe it yet. But we'll see how.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Hos 2010

Penatnya HOS -,-

But it was awesome. Well, for me la. It was really tiring, especially Day 2. Minus all the dramas and pain, it was purely a great trip (:


I really don't wanna talk bad behind you but I really am SICK of you.
Who are you? Where's my friend?

Please, give me back my old friend.

I knew you for a long time, but now it seems like I never know you at all.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Old pictures :D 2009

Hannim buat apa tuu ha?

Aisyah, showing her biceps.

Dating (:

Hariz Ali, the happiest man :)
Qhaikal, the exact opposite. Haha (:

Monday, August 2, 2010


In between class interval, KF went into my class and held up both of his fist infront of his face. So I did the same, thinking maybe he's just playing around.

Without any wind blowing or thunder & lightning striking,

Suddenly, his right fist punched directly to my left eye,

Me: Ouchhhhh (took off my specs)
KF: OMG, sorry. *heartlessly.
Me: Auhhh, what's that for? Sakit gilaa !
KF: Sorry, I'm so sorry.

Fung, you are so random !